Poems/songs

[Mininirime]

Poems/songs contributed by Himei:

Shooting Stars of Fate

Where fate is the difference between life and death
Shooting stars cross paths
A journey which determines the future
hope is the only guiding light

Unknown flames burn within
can only be brought out with faith from the heart
An endless ocean of stars
only a few burn brightly
to fight against fate
and fly across the sky, together
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I long to see,
the sunrise smiling at me.
I long to feel,
the wind blowing against my face.
I long to be,
in that place I return to,
someday if the fates will agree with me

(chorus) Please darkness fade away,
and let me see the path.

Please light come shine,
upon me and wake me from this night
(repeat chorus)

Please light come shine upon me,
And lead me to life
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Was it a dream?
Or was it just real?
As I lay in your arms,
in sweet certainty

My empty heart,
for once feels life.
As I surrender to the warm night

(Chorus 1) Sweet, sweet serenity,
my heart beats for you and me.
Through the sunshine and the rain,
times of sadness and pain.

(Chorus 2) Sweet, sweet serenity,
please don't let the end come to be
Shield me from darkness tight
and let my wings take flight

Was it a dream?
Or was it just real?
Shattered my heart, never to heal
sadness takes grasp.
Remember my face
don't let me fade, to an empty place.
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The sun rises greeting me
What whispers? Oh! The Trees
The birds sing their unknown ballads once again
the air has a sweet fragrance

(Chorus) Paths, lead me to where you think is right
Just don't lead me to darkness and fright
spirits keep me bright, and cheery, and with ease,
keep my heart beating with peace

Time continues to flow
Time for me to make haste and go
In my journey I have to go soon
hope I don't frown
before the sun goes down
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The green peaceful valley standing still,
unlike me following time's will.

The clouds walk past me,
they're so lost, yet carefree.

Oh the elven flute haunts my ears,
melodies I once held dear.

Where has it gone now?
in silence, must I drown?

I'd rather face yesterday,
if only there was a way.

I fear seeing tomorrow,
for silence changes, to sorrow.
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The sun pour from my window---
lighting my dark room.
I can't belive the pain stabing at me----
I wonder it you feel it too
as I close my eyes!
not wanting to know the truth.

I was happy!
I had no worries!
I was innocent---
You took that from me!
Clou-ded my dreams
Laughed at the tears--- I shed.

You know I'm alone here---
But you don't know the lies---
How can you-- be so cruel to me?
I choke back the sobs of pain
ITS GETTING HARD!---- hard to breath.

I was happy!
I had no worries!
I was innocent---
You took that from me!
Clouded my dreams
And you laughed at the tears----- I Shed!

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Poems/songs contributed by Lynliss:

The light that once sparked and gleamed in your eyes is gone
The only stars I could see through the night.
The heart filled laughter, echoing through my head.
The sound that chased away all fright.
The soft blue eyes streaked with specks of green
That eased all worries and erased all doubts are now a sullen, somber grey.
The one I once admired, and strived to become
I cannot find, for her former self has gone astray.
There is a solid wall between us,
Between me and what will make me whole again.
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The words blocked the tears
My mind tricked to believe this was fine
The hatred hid my fears
I thought I could heal with time
I do care, but you wouldn't know
For I mourn every day
But never let it show
Just think what you think
Say what you want to say
Just let the past all fade away
I can't take what has happened today
Laughing meant so more
My heart takes the plunge
And breaks as one last tear hits the floor
The lies and memories that build the wall between us
The wall is broken
You can't be trusted, you don't know how much I care
But it hurts to know you're not there.
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You don't know me, so why pretend like you do?
Just leave me here to dwell within myself.
So you won't bring me down with you.
You have no idea what my life has turned into.
One living nightmare.
This is the devil created by you.
And it's here to stay.

This pain won't go away.
These feelings can't be kept inside.
This darkness inside is here to stay.
No place left for the truth to hide,
I wanna let you know you made me this way.
I can no longer feel.
But these voices are real.
Can't you hear them calling your name?

These tears have turned into eternal blood on my hands.
But at least I know where all this stands.
I watch the rain fall, and think of how many tears I wasted on you.
You know what you put me through.
But you still smile like everything's like it was before.
Do you think I'm asking for more?

This life is fading away before my eyes...
This whispers, these whispers,
They all seem to be lies.
Save what's left of me
Before it dies.
This life is not worth this.
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I'm caught between the dying world of my past
And this frightening life a new
Only time will tell how long this will last
So why am I still haunted by you
Leaning further towards what I've been longing for
What pulls me back
Faded and distant, I'm not who I was before
I'm trying to find this sense of myself that I lack
This shadow within my heart is consuming
Why must my feelings be so confusing
This beating is getting slower as the time goes by
I feel death crawling towards me now
And I'll break if you speak one more lie
Only you can decide who you want to be
After an hour of screaming
You still can't hear me.
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Let You Go

Always remember that my heart's by your side
Within me you can confide
The secrets bringing your spirits down
Although I cannot smile
I cannot frown
I'm stuck here in between two
Living on the line
But always know that my heart's with you
Through death, through pain
Echoing in my ears
Is only the sound of pouring rain
The drops falling are my endless tears
The ones I've been crying all these years
The water draws me in and I'm gasping for air
These haunting shadows are everywhere
I can feel them taking over me.
I scream out into the darkness
A memory of you will be the last thing I see
I feel myself lost in your eyes, as I sink lower into death
I take in one final breath
Why did I let you go
You were the best that life had to offer
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You've left again
Life's a mess, ignored and uncared for
It's become meaningless
I can't breathe without a thought of you on my mind
Your voice would drive my pain away
One touch from you would satisfy
Because I wanna know you're still real
And I can't feel
Now that you're gone

How can you say we're fine
When you keep pushing me away
And every time I try to laugh like we used to
A dagger like pain strikes my heart
I'm afraid of speaking my mind
You never cared before
What makes tonight any different

All our memories have begun to die
I'm left here again, struggling to let go
I wanna let it show
That I do care.
Tell me, do you feel me here
How can I live now you're gone
Everything's moving so slow, as if time were still
The skies of blue have turned into grim skies of grey
The warmth of the sun cannot cure the cold in my veins
And my last thought is drowning in emptyness
Can't break away from being hollow
But the tears keep falling
I wish I could catch them and give them to you
And I would count the tears for every time I've cried in your name
I'm searching for the light
But all I see is darkness
Am I still forgotten
Or can I come back to life

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Poems/songs contributed by Erugenel Greenleaf:

Three weeks have passed
Now it becomes four
You have taken something of mine
Now give it back

I will wait for another one
But after that-
I am taking what is mine
I will find your home
I will take what is mine

Give it back
So many memories does it hold
I do not deserve this
Just hand it to me
And then I will take my leave...

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Poems/songs contributed by Jani:

I love the sun;
I love the moon;
But the pain in me;
Has come to soon.
I can't stop the nightmares;
That drift while I sleep;
In my tortured mind;
In my once happy dreams.
These tears I cry;
Drown you in a river;
Of sorrow and sadness;
It makes you shiver.
It is too late;
I am falling;
For me I hear;
Your screams calling.
Now I leave you;
With my memories;
This is the end;
And my blood screams.
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Wondering

I look out my window;
In the darkness, I stare outside;
Out at the cold snow;
Knowing I can't hide.

Tears of sadness trickle down my face;
And all the pain with in;
I can't erase;
From all my sin.

I hate you for it;
For all the fear in side;
And still I know;
The peace I can't find.

The sorrow you brought forth;
In the shadows you watch me;
You look in my soul right down to the core;
And from your spell, I'll never be free.

You haunt my dreams;
And the pain I find no easing;
Why did you have to pick me?
You look into the core of my being.

My friends don't believe;
So now I feel alone;
I wonder If I'll ever be free;
And I still look out at the snow.
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For all that I see;
For all that I hear;
The visions in my soul;
Come all too clear.
I see death;
I see life;
But the pain in the earth;
I hear ignite.
For all to see;
The sarrow in ones eyes;
For all to listen;
The cries and Lies.
Now you see;
The tears of others;
The shed of sarrow;
I hope you see;
The bright sun of marrow.
I see so much;
Innocent blood spilt and shed;
I can't be helped;
graves covered in flowers, red.
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Up High

I want to-- sore up to the sky
I want to-- sore up high
Flying through the clouds
looking down from the hevans abouve

chorus: I don't know why
I want to see everyone happy
I don't know why
Darkness is still upon me
I--- Don't care!
As long as everyone can see---
The love of an angel

I'm above your head
On a cloud of dark fire
You can't see me
I'm your gardian of light

Softly: Gar-dian----- of light!

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Poems/songs contributed by Athena666:

Split Infinity

Is any of it real?
Every wagon that rolls along
Each perspective as enticing as the last
Where can I find peace?
The monotony of life
Broken only by spikes of pain
Still willing to grab for anything
Trying for a sense of purpose
No verbal can describe
What my thoughts lack
A cardboard cutout
Of what life is to be
False, rigid, yet undemanding
Illusion lasts but only for a degree
Any other view, and it is broken
The shards of my conscience
Lay scattered across the floor
Desperately, I clutch at them
But they cut, slice, red rivulets run down
Being only colored glass
Props, only a shadow of reality
I am upon a stage,
With only the barest of set
No narration, but pantomiming reigns
For what life is there in a secondary character?
I am the supporting castmate
No need of a background,
For I am simply an excuse to explain the story
My own story means naught
Will I ever wake up from this darkness?
What hope have I, in my own future?
It is not written, but past is an equal part
Of the future means nothing
There is no spot that is bright
Only a conclusive dimness
With no purpose, I am drawn to the edge
No audience, no support, no director
So I heave myself over
Into the bottomless pit
Because I cannot make it
into the audience of reality
I fall forever
For no one is there
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Broken Friendship

When all that is old is new
And the earth meets its end
I will feel no doubt or fear
For in you I’ve found a friend

Through cloudy nights and sunny days
Through seasons hot and cold
We’ve weathered every storm
Our friendship broke the mold

Tears shed at our parting
Can only make us stronger
But if I had told you everything
Would you have stayed any longer?
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Satori

Walking the paths
Of a forest in shadow
Deep in the woods I tread
Smelling the old earth
Barefoot along the ground
Light is broken
It moves slowly with the wind
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So cold,
My tears flow like ice
Across a broken and bruised face
Abandoned like a lost child
Tossed away like garbage

I was so very happy before
In my joy I couldn’t see
The emptiness in your heart
I was so complete
So very replete with thee

Backed into a corner
So alone, and forlorn
Caught up in my own being
Deserving the shame bestowed
In your brittle silence

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Poems/songs contributed by Sparrowng:

I write this to you now,
From the deepest depths of hell,
For that is where you should find me,
And this is where I dwell.

I think back upon my departure,
From the pained and unforeseen torture,
I remember those innocent matches,
And how they slowed turned to ashes.

And with it it conspired,
The death of slowly dwindling fire,
For with it I shan’t stay,
And I to, slowly dwindled away.

I know you know you did this,
I know you know whom I’ll miss,
I know you saw the fateful bliss,
I know that you remember that last kiss
I think but not know you wish to change this.

But to late the clock does chime,
And to bright the fire did shine,
And change is no longer at your mercy,
So I conclude this and I curse thee,
For your idiotic desire to foresee,
And how you tried to prove it to me.

So goodbye my love, I miss you,
And remembrance is all I have to do,
Of that fire that turned black in greed,
And killed a love you shall never see.
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A mixture of vinegar
with the taste of sand
A world so hollow
A world so bland.
The piercing on your neck
on your arm
in your heart.
Red, hot, glowing
the blood seeps down.
The colors float around.
A delusional mind
A disgrace to mankind.
A rip on your sleeve
From which the hatred leaves
Instead of boiling up inside
Alone in the dark they hide.
The sour taste in your mouth
And you can’t get it out.
Troubled, lost, confused
One wrong step
You lose.
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Story of the year
A drop of water you call a tear
A heart that bleeds
Suffocating blood
That causes the river,
The river to run
Oh how it runs
Overrunning with blood
And causes the tear
To fall and smear.
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Gone are the petals,
Bright and red
Gone is the beauty,
Long lost and dead
Driven is the anger
From the heart of the rose
As it falls lightly to the ground
And is covered in snow.
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Thoughts of my own pathetic demise
That keeps me here amongst your lies
And into the darkened night it cries
For all those around to hear.
“A saddened cry,
A wholesome sigh,
That breaks my heart,
And blues the sky,
That darkens the night,
And continues whistling,
Into the unholy night,
Of this pathetic despise,
Over you I cry.”
To think this should cause
The wonders of the world to show their flaws
Of this I sit and silently weep
Pondering whether my heart to keep.
To think of raindrops
And glistening things
To think of hollowed eyes
And lips that sing
And bells that ring
In tune with the lips that sing
That hollow out the eyes
And shines the painfully glistening things.
Oh, the wonder that this beauty might be
Lost are the shadows that passed over the sea
Gone is the sullen beauty of thee
Withered is the heart that finds love in me
Silenced is the wind that rips through the leaves
Frightened is the fire that burns
That kept you with me.
I write this with a sigh
For neither lesser nor nigh
Could help with the fates
That brought me to cry
And lost my love eternal
In an ever silent night.
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I know I should feel guilty,
But my love I can not hide.
It's hard not to show my feelings,
That I'm having deep inside.
I'm lost in all the confusion,
My thoughts jumbled in my head,
These feelings have again arisin,
Although they should be dead.
I don't wish to think what would happen,
Should my feelings go astray,
I thought i had it under control,
But my love got away.
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To bad it wasn't me,
who greeted the faithful doom.
To bad it wasn't me,
that welcomed the growing gloom.
To bad it wasn't I,
that taught the world to cry.
To bad it wasn't me,
that killed the meaning of try.
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The hate in the world,
The spite, and the malice.
The black in this world
The flowers, slowly dying.
The truth we behold,
And told never to let go,
But all the lies come through,
And instead we do,
Let Go
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I'm stressed and defeated
I'm overworked and your so depressed
We must be made of concrete
Walked all over by all the rest
Gave all the same old answers
We trot them out for the relatives
And then they try to test us
Take away the things we love the best

Like an animal
You're
Moving over me

When did life get perverted?
They don't remember your name
I'm getting introverted
Don't hold my hand, it's just not the same
This was so unexpected
We never thought we'd get caught
Have little fights with our families
Shoot to kill and pop them off
BANG BANG

Like and animal
You're
Moving over me

You should be sleeping my love,
Tell me what you're dreaming of
This is the noise that keeps me awake
My head explodes and my body aches

I knew they were mine for the taking
I knew they were mine for the taking
I knew they were mine for the taking when I walked in the room
Their eyes swell up...when I walk in the room...
Hammering in my head don't stop in your bullet train from Tokyo, to Los Angeles...
Leaving them behind,
A flash in the pain
A storm in a teacup
A needle in a hay stack
A prize for the winning
A dead for the raising
A catch for the chasing
A jewel for the choosing
A love for the making in this blistering heat...
Sweat it all out
Sweat it all out
Our families bitch just like babies pout
Sweat it all out
We're electric storms
And they're shifting sands
With their candy jars
And their sticky hands
Sweat it all out, Sweat it all out, SWEAT IT ALL OUT
But don't forget what I wrote you then,
And don't forget what I told you then,
Don't forget that I meant it when...
And don't forget our deadly sins, So...
A hammering in our heads don't stop in the bullet train from Tokyo...to Los Angeles........
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don't like to tell the world
About the way I feel about myself
I take a little time
In making up my mind
I do not wanna fight against the tides

Lately...
You're not the only one
I say...
Never trust anyone
Always the one who's going to drag me down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around

Can't bare to face the truth
So sick I cannot move
And when it hurts
I take it out on you

Lately...
I'm not the only one
I say...
Never trust anyone
Always the one who has to drag me down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
The trick is to keep breathing...
The trick is to keep breathing...

I know the human heart
And how to watch the stars
Now everything's about to fall apart...

I won't be the one who's going to let you down
Maybe you'll get what you want this time around
The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing....
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I just don't care anymore
I've reached the end of the road
I just don't care anymore
Can't cry these tears anymore

Can't find it,
in the bible,
Can't find it,
on TV,
Can't find it,
In diamonds
There's something inside me that just won't allow me to...
Find it in music
Can't find it,
In my soul,
Can't find it in chocolate,
Oh God I can't find it, I can't even find it in you.

I just don't care anymore
I've reached the end of the road
I just don't care anymore
Won't cry these tears anymore

Long days,
With no one,
Have taught me,
To be strong...
I've cut all,
my losses...
Think no more about cause I couldn't find it in you...

I just don't care anymore
I've reached the end of my road
I just don't care anymore

There was a time I thought I'd die
If you should ever leave me, high and dry
I just don't care...anymore
I don't watch the road, anymore...

I just don't care anymore
I've reached the end of my road and ripped all of your letters up
I just don't care anymore...
I've reached the end of my road and it's time that I told you so
I just don't care anymore...
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I’ve been longing for something not there,
I should’ve known it wasn’t for me.
I was blinded and now I can’t see.

The truth is I’ve always loved you,
The lie is that truth isn’t true.
Love will fail tonight,
It’ll all end with me loving you.
The truth is that truth isn’t true,
Just remember I died for you,
Remember I died for the truth.

I should have known that the mirror was glass,
I wasn’t looking at myself,
I wasn’t looking into the past.
Screaming for what I can’t have,
Silenced until nothing was left,
Dying slowly at last.
My love has killed me tonight,
My love has killed me tonight.

The lie is I’ve always loved you,
The truth is that truth isn’t true,
Love will fail tonight,
It’ll all end with me loving you.
Just remember I died for you,
Remember I died for the truth.

It’ll all end with me loving you,
If only you had loved me too.
My love has killed me tonight,
My love has killed me tonight,
Just remember I died for you,
Remember I died for the truth.
And so it has ended with me loving you.

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Poems/songs contributed by Atracial:

My kindness is emptied,
My patience is drained,
All of my anger comtained,
Pieled up in a fire of fury.
People don't see, they don't understand.
Their problems are oceans
And mine are just waves
lapping along the sunbleached sand.
They don't see the real me,
Only who the want me to be.
In the depths of my soul
There's an emptiness.
A longing for truth. Not the ruthless lies or the countless times you've decieved me.
Those times of betrayal were you left me,
Lost in a world of deception,

[Mininirime]

Poems/songs contributed by Voldilocks:

Night is gone.
Light is back.
Ever rising is the dawn.
The darkness we now lack,
has locked crime away.
Not for long.
Never to stay.
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the world is an error
it's just one big mistake
people live in terror
and everyday, hearts break
this place is built on pain
and tears of sorrow
here blood is rain
and death is tomorrow
love is gone
everywhere, hate springs
screams greet the dawn
at night, demons sing
hell is war
people are dead
I don't want to live here anymore
the sky is painted red
I've created a place in my mind
a beautiful place I want to go
but that place, I'll never find
and if it exists, I'll never know
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All the names you called
unasked for, painful, undeserved
upon your spiteful horse, you remain tall
your ignorance ever preserved
my patience is long dead
why do you hate me
what have I said
tell me, I can't see
I've cried long
I can't forget
to you, I'm always wrong
a hated misfit
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there's one thing that cannot die
but that one thing is not alive
despite the fact it cannot live
this one thing will always give
living things something more
wonder or pain behind every locked door
it could cause a trusted friend to lie
it could be your wings to touch the sky
it could cause your deepest sorrow
or be the song birds sing tomorrow
it could be in peaceful streams
or it could cause terrified screams
it could weild the winds of war
it could be the key to a golden door
it could ring your wedding bells
or it could raise a thousand hells
it could be be the reason for all your tears
yet it's seen all the years
and when we're gone it will be here still
so ponder a moment if you will
for the name of this thing seems plain to me
it can cause anything, you see
though these words may seem strange
the name of this thing is simply change
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the darkest light
the blackest of days
the shadows of night
dead, the sun's rays
those from the grave
cannot be killed
the world won't be saved
their bloodlust can't be stilled
despite their hate
and evil ways
it's not their choice, it's horrid fate
they once loved in younger days
they'll forever run
forever kill
they'll never see the sun
but morn the blood they spill
they can't outrun
they can't forget
thefate they created cannot be undone
and peace at last, they'll never get
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It's not like them to leave me alone
it's not like me to be on my own
but it's my fault I was auch a brat
I'm always doing things like that
I never told them that I cared
and now it's my they're not there

I was a brat
that much is true
but they're still dead
there's nothing I do
I thought I had lost everything
I kept inside my head
everything but you
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In your eyes
I can tell
that what you said was all a lie
and that is why you fell
the anger, the hate
it's all the same
this is all just twisted fate
and it all started when you came
in your head
a corupted mind
I'd rather see you dead
you can't have what you hoped to find
you won't ever understand
time slips by
as slow as grains of sand
you'll forever ask why
no mortal man will satisfy
nor give what I desire
for all the laws that I defy
I will love a vampire
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In your eyes
I can tell
that what you said was all a lie
and that is why you fell
the anger, the hate
it's all the same
this is all just twisted fate
and it all started when you came
in your head
a corupted mind
I'd rather see you dead
you can't have what you hoped to find
you won't ever understand
time slips by
as slow as grains of sand
you'll forever ask why
no mortal man will satisfy
nor give what I desire
for all the laws that I defy
you don’t light my fire
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anguished, defeated
tears fall down
moral depleated
won't ever rebound
each tear, a sea
yet never seen
it's not at all like me
but I'm lost between
the dreams in my sleep
and unending sorrow
painful memories I keep
and tears ended today, return tomorrow

[Mininirime]

Poems/songs contributed by Teslona Dathlan:

Please occupy my mind
Because when i'm alone i start to think
And i always find
That i'm on the brink
Of tears
And i try to hide
From all my fears
Deep inside.....
Kept away
So no one'll know
You don't hear what i say
I'm my own worst foe
When i have time to drown
In my nightmares
I'm always going down
When i'm left to think, my mind just tares.........
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By trying to make you understand, all it does is pull me down
Until i'm so far under that i'm beneath the ground
But still these voices i keep obeying
Listening to every word their saying
Hearing them screaming in a chorus to me
Over and over steadily
"Let us take control
Give us your soul"
The more i fight the more pain i feel
Please wake me up, this can't be real
I don't have any will left to fight
As i search for some kind of light
I feel more dead than ever before
All the voices in my head become even more
I fade away
With out another word to say
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A warmth flows through my body
I know it's time to let go
All these dreams are hollow
And although you don't know
Just how i'm feeling
I'll try to explain it anyway
Conversation has become needed
Although there's nothing left to say
I can't find my light
For the stars have grown dim
No longer blessing the night
That i know so well within
My mind is so empty
When i'm thinking these cursed thoughts
But soon you won't have to see
Anymore of this maddness
Because i'll be free.....
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Lead me down the wrong way
I'll be fine if i just hear you say
Those wYords that i crave
The only thing that'll save
Me from my nightmares
Getting to your heart is like climbing stairs
It gets tiring after a while
But then i see your smile
And the pain fades away
As i wait for you to say
The one thing that i need
That leaves me to bleed
You hypnotize me with your stare
And it feels like you're the only one there
So tell me what i want to hear
Hold me close to you and near
To your heart
So it's a start
For everything that i feel
Is swimming around me, it's real
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The thoughts dance around in my head
You're infront of me and i heard what you said
But i'm waiting for you to say what you won't
I think you will, but then you don't
We just say the usual good bye
And when you're gone i sigh
So complicated it seems
The things in movies and dreams
The position of complete happiness
The one thing i have to confess
Is so difficult to obtain
And hard to sustain
This state of adolescence is frustrating
And makes everything so complicating
But as usual i'll wait until tomorrow
Because of the wanting to leave behind my sorrow
And hopefully you'll say
"I love you" in that way......
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Take me away, not tomorrow but today. Spare me of the torment coming, i've tried to escape by running. It never works at all, i always trip and fall. And the demons get me once again, I never had a single friend. Not someone to be there for me, and now you'll all see. I'll be gone far away, to somewhere to painful to tell you, okay? If you would have cared this much then, if i did have just one single friend. Maybe i wouldn't be here, i wouldn't have anything to fear. But i don't and i do, you know everything i say is true. So when i see you, whenever, of forget , you'll see me again never. Don't even cry, to you i say my last good bye.
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Dreams become my everything
The only place where i can have anything
But even there things have begun to go wrong
It won't be long
Until this darkness consumes me
And all i can do is wait, wait for you to rescue me
Why don't you come
My heart's growing numb
I try to go blind
All these thoughts in my mind
Driving me insane
Can't fight the pain
Save me......
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REVENGE

The misery has flooded your veins
You cringed at the bitter cold
That brushes against you
This life is getting old
But you keep your position
So quiet and unseen
You think your thoughts
And wonder what they mean
You wait in the dark
On a lonely night
The moon is hidden
So there is no light
Things are colorless
And empty
But you’re used to it by now
That’s how it will always be
To you
Anger stricken you go
Obeying the voice in your head
What you’ll do, you don’t know
You’re tired and you’re weak
But vengeance will be sweet
And the voice screams out
So that doesn’t stop you’re aching feet
You get your fix
From force and blood
Death after death
Doesn’t stop the flood
Of hate and anger
Deep inside you
You have to kill
Because of what they do
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Keep the silence between me and you
There's not really alot that we can do
To try and make things right
It's a pointless fight
And i know that you don't want to stay
So just walk away

With nothing left to say
I'll stay here alone
Dreaming of the things
Just out of my reach

The sweet return of pain
It's been all the same
I see what i'm looking for but i can't grasp it
Why do i try, and put myself through all this shit
It'll never add up
It won't be enough

With nothing left to say
I'll stay here alone
Dreaming of the things
Just out of my reach
Go ahead be who you are
Live a lie and pass it on
I'll be fine
Just like you want me to
I'll fall in over my head
But i won't die......die

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Poems/songs contributed by Sevein:

War Insider Her Head

Quiet echoes off the walls
She sits in silent pain
Waging a war against herself
Fighting silent battles
All alone
A tear cascades to the earth
Traces of hope perish
With the setting sun
Nothing remains
For her to cling to
She collapses into shadow
Complete darkness
Total anguish
With no guiding light
For her to pursue
But a camouflaged path
Laced with hope
Steers her truly
So that someday
She will discover the light
And carry herself out
Of the perpetual torment
She calls life
Stronger than before
Because nothing
Can bring her back
To the battlegrounds
She struggled on
Inside her head

[Mininirime]

Poems/songs contributed by Ruby Hardbottle:

Nothings left

What is life u ask....

life is torment and suffering,

its lost and despair that never stops.

It goes on and on smothering its victims with hate as the world crumbles down on top of them....

Hate has taken us all nothing is as it was, nothing stays the same.

All has changed for the bad, no good left to see shining threw,

All hope shattered like glass, as the darkness falls.......

nothings left.......

nothing.................

but me....

[Mininirime]

Poems/songs contributed by Peregrin Took:

No Such Thing As Normal
'Twas three or five, thousand years ago, that I decided,
Do I care oh no,
You think that you, you're so special,

But I will show you, you don't matter to the world you're just like my feelings must seem, insignificant,

All you girls, why the hell can't you see,

There's no such thing as normal,
And if there was it wouldn't be me,

Because I, like the way I am,
Wouldn't change it for the world, let alone you.

So all you bitches you just leave me, the hell alone,
I couldn't care much less you now,
I'm gonna fly, leave ya all below,
And I will show the world.

There's no such thing as normal,
And if there was, it wouldn't suit me,

Because I, like the way I am,
Wouldn't change it for the world, let alone you,

So if my shoes, aren't in fashion,
And you think my hair's, out of season!

Well I don't care, I don't ca-a-are

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So get the hell outta my face bitch!
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My Love
You told me yesterday,
That you didn't know where to go,
Whether to turn away or to stare into the flames,

Your words they tear into me,
Like a knife they hurt,
'Till there's only one thing left for me to say,

You don't know how my heart hurt, whenever you cry,
When your deep brown eyes,
Stare into mine,

Why must I always pretend?
That we're nothing more than friends,
That my heart doesn't bleed every time you're out of sight,
I love you,
But there's nothing I can say,
'Cause my heart it always tears me, tears me away,
I love you,
Are the words I'll never say,

But somehow I feel inside myself tomorrow will be a better day,
But these feelings they remain,
I'll cry another day,

My love.

The Lonely Tree

On a hillside a tree once stood, magnificent in grace and splendor,

The sheep graze near by, not noticing in their presence, the tree which stood, for a hundred years,

The winter came, leaving frost deep in the heart of the old oak,

Then spring came, lambs played between the roots, young blackbirds nesting in the branches,

Summer, the tree rejoiced, expanding in the heat of the sun,

Autumn, the tree grew old, but still he withstood through the blistering cold,

Then alas, last winter, the frost was harsh,

The leaves fell,

The cold bit deep,

And the old oak tree, was free, at last.
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The Forest At Night

When all is quiet,

When the dusk is past,

When the night draws on,

Go down to the forest and you will see,

Things you have never imagined,

Even in dreams,



The fox is quiet,

Not even the owl stirs,

As the queen of the fairies goes about her work,

Between the trees flicker ghosts of the past,

People, moments, forgotten,

Not a light to be seen,

Not a sound to be heard,

The forest at night,

A mystical world.
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The Lake (for use in my story)

The mist that lies upon the moor,
in dell and under water fall,
the stars that shone for evermore,
far beyond the silver shore,
the light that shines in yonder lake,
that never any ripples break,

Over mountain brook and and stream,
you may pass but never see,
a light that shines so bright and true,
sweeter than the mountain dew,
fair and true,
fair and true,
sweeter than the mountain dew.
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The mist that lies upon the moor,
in dell and under water fall,
the stars that shone for evermore,
far beyond the silver shore,
the light that shines in yonder lake,
that never any ripples break,

Over mountain brook and and stream,
you may pass but never see,
a light that shines so bright and true,
sweeter than the mountain dew,
fair and true,
fair and true,
sweeter than the mountain dew,
bright and true,
bright and true,
you may pass but never see,
a light that shines so bright and true,
sweeter than the mount-aa-in.......dew.
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These tears we cry,
these breaths we sigh,
the sparkle present in every eye,
the hopes that die,
the dreams at night,
the heart that beats at love's first sight,

Would someone please explain to me,
why I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel,
why the stars fade out, one by one,
why these voices all tell me to just let go,

I can't hide anymore,
these tears that I cry,
exhausted from the fight,
nothing of comfort,
nothing to shade, the sun that's in my eyes,

Why can nobody see who I am,
when I bleed,
when my life just passes me by,
the book that lies open,
once clean to be written,
now stained with too many mistakes,

Eyes, once bright,
dull, lifeless,
the door is locked and barred,
now as I cry,
and breath my last sigh,
the book is finally shut.
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I'm dying,
bleeding,
in my cage,
every minute an age,
as the hours pass by,
I succumb to my plague,
of thoughts,
tears,
falling crimson red,
to the ground, as my life passes by,
infront of my eyes,
flickering,
broken film, falling away into darkness.
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Sweet rain on the meadow,
sweet wind in the boughs,
sweet bells on frosty air,
sweet birdsong,
sweet summer breeze,
sweet kiss of the dove,
sweet song of an angel,
sweet life,
sweet love,
sweet first breath of life,
sweet midsummer night,
sweet sea,
sweet Earth,
to plant these feet upon